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Farallon

by BOTTLED UP

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1.
Tick 01:37
IT’S NO DISGUISE YOU’VE RUINED YOUR LIFE. CAN’T HIDE BEHIND YOUR BED OF LIES MONEY SPENT ON GETTING BENT YOU CAN’T EVEN AFFORD THE RENT DON’T BE A DISAPPOINTMENT WHERE IS YOUR COMMON SENSE IT’S TIME TO SHAPE UP YOU’VE GIVEN UP IT’S NOT YOU WHO WILL SUFFER BUT THE LIFE OF ANOTHER YOU MAKE ME FUCKING SICK
2.
Abase 00:54
SO FUCKING DISCOURAGED I JUST WANT TO SLEEP IN NEVER THINK AGAIN I JUST WANT TO GIVE UP EVERYTHING THAT I DO IS NEVER ENOUGH I DON'T ALWAYS FEEL ANXIOUS BUT I FEEL MY HEART BEATING THROUGH MY CHEST ANOTHER LATE NIGHT SPENT THINKING ABOUT NOTHING
3.
Control 01:04
WHERE DID I GO WRONG I’VE FELT LIKE THIS FOR SO LONG SPENT SO MUCH TIME DWELLING DWELLING ON THINGS SHOULD HAVE DONE I WONDER IF IT WOULD’VE CHANGED ME IN THE LONG RUN AM I CONTROL OR NOT NOTHING IS THE SAME I HAVE SO MANY REGRETS I THINK ABOUT THEM EVERY DAY SO I WILL NEVER FORGET
4.
Fraud 01:02
POMPUS PRICK YOU AREN’T THAT COOL YOU’RE NOT SICK YOU’RE JUST A TOOL I DON’T CARE WHAT YOU’VE DONE OR WHO YOU KNOW YOU’RE STILL A LOSER WITH NOTHING TO SHOW ONE DAY YOU THOUGHT YOU GREW UP AND LEFT YOUR PAST SELF IN THE DUMPS I KNOW YOU WHO YOU USED TO BE AND WHO YOU’RE TRYING TO PLEASE WHO AM I TO GIVE A SHIT I HAVE MY LIFE AND YOU’RE NOT IN IT TALKING DOWN ON WHAT YOU USED TO CLAIM JUST PLEASE FORGET MY NAME DON’T FORGET WHERE YOU CAME FROM SELLOUT
5.
Distraught 00:47
NO I DON’T PRAY AT NIGHT I DON’T BELIEVE IN MYSELF HOW COULD I PUT FAITH IN SOMETHING ELSE EVERY DECISION A WRECK I'MNOT THAT STRONG TRYING TO KEEP MYSELF IN CHECK THIS ROUTE HAS BEEN SUCH A TREK MY STOMACH IS IN A KNOT IT’S UP TO MY NECK I’M GIVING IT ALL I’VE GOT TRYING TO BE SOMETHING I’M NOT FAILURE IS MY WORST FEAR I’M SO DISTRAUGHT BOTTLED UP
6.
Burn Out 01:01
ANOTHER WASTED DAY SPENT BURNING AWAY I KNOW YOU’LL NEVER BE THE SAME YOUR LIFE CONSUMED WITH BLOWING SMOKE YOU’VE BECOME NOTHING MORE THAN JUST A JOKE JUST A JOKE WHEN THERE’S NOTHING ELSE ON YOUR MIND EXCEPT LOOKING FORWARD TO YOUR FIX YOU’VE FORCED YOURSELF INTO A BIND YOU AND I NO LONGER MIX
7.
Deflate 00:51
I’M HOLDING MY HEAD UP IM STANDING TAL FULL SPEED AHEAD I EXHALE I’VE LOST IT AGAIN BACK IN THE CORNER OF MY BED LET’S TRY IT AGAIN SIT UP STRAIGHT WORK HARD NO PLAY RETREAT REPEAT DEFEAT DEFLATE
8.
Sunk 01:10
TODAY I FEEL LIKE EVERY DECISION I’VE MADE HAS BEEN THE WRONG ONE WILL I EVER BE DONE A COLD NIGHT WHERE MY ANGST HAS WON IF I DON’T MOVE I’LL SINK I’M BEING PUSHED TO THE BRINK HARD TO STAY FOCUSED I’M ALL ALONE IN THIS JUST LEAVE ME BE I’LL DISAPPEAR INTO THE MIST
9.
Glue 01:03
FUCKED UP AGAIN. WHEN WILL IT EVER END. I CAN’T DO ANYTHING RIGHT. I’M LOSING THIS FIGHT. I’M SITTING HERE MOURNING MY LIFE TOO WORRIED TO KEEP LIVING JUST TRYING TO KEEP BUSY NOT TRYING TO GET LOST IN MY HEAD TONIGHT WHAT’S LEFT TO LOOK FORWARD TO THERE’S NOTHING I CAN DO SO CLOSE THAT I CAN TASTE IT THE PIECES ARE HERE JUST NEED MY GLUE NO I WON’T FALL IN LINE FUCK YOU
10.
Try Hard 00:56
TRYING SO HARD TO SET YOURSELF APART STILL A PATHETIC NOBODY WITHOUT A HEART YOU'LL NEVER BE DIFFERENT YOU'LL NEVER BE UNIQUE A WASHED UP TALENTLESS FREAK A PITIFUL ATTEMPT TO RELIVE YOUR YOUTH YOUR FUTURE SWEPT UNDER THE RUG ONE DAY YOU REALIZE THAT NOBODY GIVES A FUCK FROM NOW ON YOU'LL NEVER LEAVE THIS RUT GIVE UP
11.
Ego Stroke 01:02
STILL YOU PLAY THIS FUCKING GAME LOOKING FOR SOMETHING ELSE TO BLAME HANG YOUR HEAD IN SHAME YOUR EGO RUINS YOUR PERSONALITY EVERYONE IS SUFFERING QUIT LOOKING FOR MY SYMPATHY ON YOUR OWN WORDS YOU STUMBLE YOU'VE FAILED TO STAY HUMBLED YOU'RE JUST LIKE THE REST I'M NOT IMPRESSED ALL THE BULLSHIT YOU'VE BEEN FED BEFORE TIY REALIZED YOU'LL BE DEAD YOU NEVER LISTENED WE KNEW ALL ALONG YOU'LL NEVER REALIZE WHERE YOU WERE WRONG
12.
Farallon 00:43
I DONT' WANT TO BE LIKE YOU I DESPISE EVERYTHING YOU DO AFTER EVERYTHING WE'VE BEEN THROUGH I KNOW TO STAY TRUE I DON'T CARE HOW YOU THINK I DON'T WANT YOUR REASONING GO AHEAD AND HAVE YOUR DRINK SOCIAL CONDITIONING YOU'LL NEVER UNDERSTAND STRAIGHT FUCKING EDGE

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released February 2, 2018

Engineered and mixed by Charles Toshio at Panda East
Additional engineering by Nixon Sanchez
Mastered by Jack Shirley at The Atomic Garden
Cover art by Lindsay Splichal

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